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Thursday, June 12th, 2008
7:30 pm	No more public posts Just FYI, now all of my posts (excepting this one) will be set to friends only (or private). Also, I didn't feel like deleting any old posts or getting a new LJ so whatever. Not that there would be a point to any of that... anyway... >.> (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
2:50 pm	Zoe For those of you who don't know, Zoe's sister Caitie is anorexic, and it's really sad. Apparently she just got sent to the hospital and will be living there now because she's not getting any better and Zoe won't get to see her. :( I feel so bad for that dear girl, so much shit is in her life right now -- so much shit going on for all of her family -- I wish I could just take some of it away from her and deal with it myself. I seriously feel so bad and so god damn helpless. All I can do is sit there and watch as her life is slowly getting worse and worse and just give her hugs and not know what to do. Honestly, when I think about what is going on in her life, nothing else in anyone else's life seems bad at all. I feel like my problems are just little passing happenings of nothingness and feel horrible that there's nothing I can do. Meh. Shit in life sucks. Even when it's not yours. Current Mood: helpless (Comment on this)
9:39 am	^-^ eeeeee the sun is out!! Current Mood: enthralled (Comment on this)
Monday, May 15th, 2006
3:23 pm	The BAC parking lot is flooded... Which means no classes today. I'm kind of happy about it, but this is the last week of classes so I kind of wanted to go. Oh well. (Comment on this)
12:19 pm	Rain. There sure is a lot of it. Rain always makes me think deeply. More than usual. I don't know why. I have a lot of cleaning to do. My room is a mess!! Not like it's ever clean, but it has definitely seen better days. :P I also have to write my 10 page paper for Erica's class. I haven't started yet. Yes, I know; SLACKER!! I hate how my mind does that... "Oh, I'll do it in a minute" well, many minutes will pass without any progress. I think it's finally time for some. *sigh* Heather <3 Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 12th, 2006
8:13 pm	Guitar I'm learning how to play guitar now!! I'm kind of just doing it by myself, getting some stuff from online... yay I'm excited now lol. My fingers really really hurt though. Ah, well, callouses will form soon enough :P Current Mood: happy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
9:33 am	Formal I have a date to the formal. Scott. Just as friends. Really. Meh. Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 11th, 2006
8:04 pm	As long as you follow your dreams, everything will be alright... Today was a very... meaningful day. I went with my mom to her doctors appointment so that we could pick Jen up and go straight to Voyagers, and while my mom was in the appointment this lady was talking to me in the waiting room and we just kind of talked about different things and then at the end of our conversation she asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up and I said a doctor and she said oh, that's good, just follow your dreams, as long as you follow your dreams everything will be alright; and then she just played games on her cell phone and my mom came out of the appointment and the lady said see you later. It's so interesting to me when people say see you later when you know you'll never see them again. That thing she said though, was so meaningful and... wow. Then, at Voyagers, in Josh's writing class he talked about believing in yourself and deep things like that it was very... moving. Ugh, I don't know, today was weird... blah. Current Mood: thoughtful (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
8:51 pm	Dance Just got back from dance; we got our registration stuff saying what classes we're in next year!! Yay, I'm excited... this year I was in Intermediate Ballet, Intermediate Jazz, Tap 4, and Modern 1. Next year I will be in Intermediate 1 and Intermediate 2 Ballet, Intermediate 1 Jazz, Intermediate Tap, and Modern 1. There's only one (or two?) levels after that in Jazz so I was kind of surprised about that; the Tap levels changed for next year... they were Tap 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 and Advanced and next year it will be Beginning Tap, Elementary Tap, Intermediate Tap, and Advanced Tap. So in a way I moved up, and in a way I stayed the same... in Modern only a few people moved up and there's only Modern 1 and Modern 2 and Modern 2 is all of the people who have been taking it for a couple of years already so I'm actually kind of happy that I stayed in Modern 1. I'm happy about ballet, and a little surprised I guess... I didn't expect to be in Intermediate 1 AND Intermediate 2... they didn't mark off a pointe class on my sheet but since I'm going to be in Intermediate 1 and 2 next year I should be able to take at least one pointe class... :) I got shoes for the formal!! :P Heather <3 Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Monday, May 8th, 2006
8:40 pm	*gasp* The formal is this weekend!! I still need shoes!! :P (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 6th, 2006
9:50 am	Dance Recital My dance recital is today, woot!! It'll be... interesting... lol... but I'm really excited!! Come see it please!! Heather <3 Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Friday, May 5th, 2006
8:50 pm	So tired... On Thursday morning mom, dad, and Jen went to visit Sudbury Valley School because Jen's probably going there next year, so I was stuck at home and pretty much all morning I was getting stuff together for the recital. There was a Voyagers teen committee meeting at 1:00, but mom and Jen weren't back yet and I couldn't get a ride... we ended up getting to Voyagers late, but I didn't really care; let's just say that citizenship is not exactly my favorite class. Erica was having car trouble, so she got to Voyagers late around 3:20 I think, so we got to start Mass. History late. We were all supposed to have read Dark Tide though of course I didn't :P but it wasn't really a problem because I knew what it was about and I've read part of it so I knew the writing style. I still have to write that long paper, I haven't even started writing it yet... I have my outline though, so it's ok. I had to leave Voyagers at 4:25 and since usually I have art at 4:00 I got to hang out for a while because I didn't want to do a wicked quick drawing or anything. Scott gave me flowers... however he also gave them to Casey. Argh, I don't know what to do... and there's not really much that I can do... It sucks. Anyways, they were both watching naruto on a laptop so I didn't really get to hang out with either of them... Dress rehearsal for the recital yesterday was so long and tiring!! We didn't get out of there until around 10:00 which means I got home around 10:30. Since we're not allowed to have food there I didn't eat until I got home so I was very hungry. I was so shaky after the fast change for jazz, I felt like I was going to pass out or something because, among other things, I hadn't eaten in so long. Yes, I had a horrible day yesterday... oh well. I HATE the auditorium we're at for the recital... there is no space backstage at all, it really sucks... Earlier today there was a meeting with everyone from Shakespeare about the play next year... I was so tired and did not want to get up, but I went and it was ok. Heather <3 Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
11:25 pm	Voyagers At Voyagers today me and Kelly (and a bunch of other people not in the history class) were in room 4/5 right before history and Melinda was like "You guys need to leave, we are going to have class in here soon." so everyone else left and me and Kelly were just staying in the room while we waited for the rest of the class to get there and whatever and Melinda says "You don't need to stay in here if you don't want to, we're just playing some games and then watching a movie but you guys really don't need to be here if you don't want to." so, of course, me and Kelly left the room and hung out with people for that hour. We (me, Casey, Shannon and Annie) decided that tomorrow is gangsta day, and we were all gonna wear gangsta clothes and stuff, and somehow it turned into being like the mafia so we all got "Italian" names... Casey - Fat Tony Annie - Da Boss Shannon - Radiatorre (or something like that, I forget lol) The Kid Me - Macaroni a.k.a. Lil Mac a.k.a. Easy Mac (lol) We also kinda decided that we are the "undercover" mafia gangstas so no matter what we wear, we'll be gangsta lol. Today I also talked to Casey about all of my guy problems and everything which was nice... she's a good person to talk to :) Heather <3 Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
9:39 am	Poem... This is a poem I wrote and then I started turning it into a song... I guess that best friends forever doesn't mean much to you. Nothing else does. I don't. Did you ever mean it when you said it? Was it always a lie? Or did forever just run out? What makes you think you can just decide that forever is over? Even if yours is, mine's not. It's something we should end together. After all, that's how it began. With both of us. And I guess it will end the same way. With both of us. Apart. Current Mood: confused (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006
3:40 pm	Lawrence I went into Lawrence to do research on my Bread & Roses Strike paper, we (me and my mom) went to the Lawrence Heritage State Park where there was a lot of information about the Lawrence Mills in general and some stuff about the Bread & Roses Strike, and this guy knew a lot about it so he helped out too. We also went to the Lawrence library to get some books about the strike and I got one book that was printed in 1912, right after the strike. It is so cool. For lunch we went to a really good deli-like place; it was awesome. So now I have to actually write the paper... blah. I don't think it will actually be too hard though, I have tons of information now, I'm just lazy and don't feel like writing it lol. Heather <3 Current Mood: good (Comment on this)
Monday, May 1st, 2006
1:21 pm	Ballet Arts Centre Dance Recital Right, so my dance recital is this weekend... BAC always puts on a really good recital and you all should come. I'm in 5 dances in all of the performances. Here are the dates and times... Saturday, May 6 at 1:00 PM Saturday, May 6 at 6:30 PM Sunday, May 7 at 1:00 PM Sunday, May 7 at 6:30 PM It's at the McCall Middle School Auditorium in Winchester, MA. Tickets are $16.00 at the door, and it's general seating. See you there! :) Heather <3 (Comment on this)
1:12 pm	COCKROACHES EWW I'm so tired right now... last night I was up at around 4:00 am because I was coughing so much (yes, I'm still sick) and I didn't get to sleep again until around 6:00 am. Shakespeare went well last night... it's finally over!! tehehe... The cast party was kind of boring, but it was fun. It was weird because I'm going to see everyone again, so it wasn't really one of those saying goodbye cast parties or anything. Ok, so, apparently they found COCKROACHES in the food at the kibbutz Rachel's staying at... and I guess someone hit her in the eye with a flagpole and her whole face hurts... and there's one guy in particular that's giving everyone a hard time and ughh I don't know... I feel really bad for her... and I really miss her... a lot. Mom said she thinks that Rachel should not stay on the kibbutz and that she should do something else because it's been long enough and it's not just "giving it a chance" anymore; she's pretty miserable. I really want to go visit her, and I know I will, but I wish I could see her sooner... Other than that I'm in a pretty good mood I guess. Still so much homework... I'm such a procrastinator... Oh well. Heather <3 Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 27th, 2006
8:28 am	Dance Yesterday after modern for some reason Clara got wicked mad at me, Steph U, and Zoe. She was mad at Zoe because she like took all of Stephanie's blow pops and she was mad at Steph because of something that happened yesterday at dance I guess.... and she's mad at me for NO reason AT ALL!!! And it's not like she's just a little angry with us, she is SO pissed at us and won't even talk to us! Voyagers was relatively fun yesterday. Not history though; we had to "act out" this stupid Greek trial thing which was pointless and boring... but it's better than what she was going to have us do (a big end of year project where small groups study an ancient civilization and then do a simulation). Ugh, I still have tons of homework for today... I think I'm only going to finish my paper for Citizenship, because there is no way I'm reading a whole book by 2. Heather <3 Current Mood: restless (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
1:09 pm	Another song I started to write... don't think about all that's going on don't make a list of all the ones who are gone can't figure out why you started to cry and you wonder at all of the reasons why you hide your eyes and say that it’s ok and then you wonder why they walked away move along, move along, don’t sit and wait move along, before it’s too late (chorus) it's ok to cry yourself to sleep it's ok to take a giant leap you can live your life out on a limb not another day, not a minute with him it's ok to live out on your own it's ok to sit and think at home don't smile at all of the passers by not a person cares, it's ok to cry every time you think about what's going wrong you start to cry and you start to write a sad song can't figure out what you're supposed to do and the thoughts keep coming back to you you try to run away and ignore your heart you start to lose your ground and start to fall apart move along, move along, don't sit and wait move along, before it’s too late (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 24th, 2006
9:58 pm	Me, Becca, and Jen's doing.... AireSinqui5: Hi!!!!! AireSinqui5: It's Cath only not AireSinqui5: no but really it's Cath on Jen's SN swimboyhgg: I see AireSinqui5: nuh uh, we're invisible swimboyhgg: oh right AireSinqui5: oh, your mom swimboyhgg: haha AireSinqui5: ok ok it's me and becca AireSinqui5: me=heather swimboyhgg: wtf AireSinqui5: ftw swimboyhgg: I am confused AireSinqui5: The pancakes have babies swimboyhgg: what AireSinqui5: THE PANCAKES HAVE BABIES!!! AireSinqui5: Why are we talking to you? AireSinqui5: cath says sorry butts swimboyhgg: I don't know AireSinqui5: like you swimboyhgg: what? AireSinqui5: OMG PANTS IN THE FRYING PAN AireSinqui5: like you AireSinqui5: like your mom AireSinqui5: and your face AireSinqui5: 's mom AireSinqui5: 's face AireSinqui5: 's pope swimboyhgg: who's there AireSinqui5: 's latte AireSinqui5: Four naked girls AireSinqui5: with bonnetts swimboyhgg: really swimboyhgg: lol AireSinqui5: yep, really AireSinqui5: and also, your mom swimboyhgg: haha AireSinqui5: in a wet suit with scott AireSinqui5: which is a toilet paper swimboyhgg: what the fuck are you guys doing AireSinqui5: Cath: Tell Orion hi for me. If I start a conversation with him myself, these three crazy gals .. well, I don't know what they'll do. AireSinqui5: STUFFFZZ!!!111oneoneone AireSinqui5: up you butt AireSinqui5: *up you, butt! AireSinqui5: I slept with a mug last night swimboyhgg: which one of you AireSinqui5: yes AireSinqui5: ur mom's not even a sentence AireSinqui5: oh em gee AireSinqui5: :-* swimboyhgg: ok then swimboyhgg: :-X AireSinqui5: :-! that guy ate a foot AireSinqui5: mmmmm AireSinqui5: foooot AireSinqui5: you're a hog AireSinqui5: and an egg AireSinqui5: you're a frog on a dog on a hog on a log in a bog with the fog swimboyhgg: cat fight AireSinqui5: what AireSinqui5: cat fight you, mom AireSinqui5: rrrrrrrrrr AireSinqui5: *sexy growl* AireSinqui5: (*) AireSinqui5: Don't you hate that??? swimboyhgg: ???? AireSinqui5: question mark YOU, butt swimboyhgg: stfu n00b AireSinqui5: ufts AireSinqui5: mofotheyourmom AireSinqui5: like your mom swimboyhgg: you kids are screwed up AireSinqui5: ufts = Underwear Freezes The Shitmonkeys AireSinqui5: go hug an elephant swimboyhgg: ok AireSinqui5: with a boneeet AireSinqui5: boner* AireSinqui5: :-) AireSinqui5: >:o swimboyhgg: ok thats an old joke that none of you were there for AireSinqui5: it's like a monkey AireSinqui5: you're not your balls AireSinqui5: mom swimboyhgg: wtf AireSinqui5: ftw AireSinqui5: ftw = Fornicate Testicular Wangs AireSinqui5: mom upside down is wow swimboyhgg: really AireSinqui5: really really AireSinqui5: OMG shrek AireSinqui5: and your mom AireSinqui5: are in the gazeebo swimboyhgg: what are you guys doing AireSinqui5: with the squid's testicles AireSinqui5: you, butt swimboyhgg: can't you at least say who's the one typing AireSinqui5: I'M JESUS AireSinqui5: and your mom AireSinqui5: (And you are Mary Magdelene) swimboyhgg: sounds like jen AireSinqui5: close, but no cigar AireSinqui5: ette AireSinqui5: you choose swimboyhgg: what??? AireSinqui5: we want YOU swimboyhgg: oh I know that AireSinqui5: 4 shoving off of a cliff AireSinqui5: clifford the big red dog AireSinqui5: dawg* AireSinqui5: word AireSinqui5: Speel AireSinqui5: macadamia AireSinqui5: Bluber swimboyhgg: no german AireSinqui5: galoshes AireSinqui5: It's a nut AireSinqui5: not german swimboyhgg: I know that AireSinqui5: You dubm butt AireSinqui5: i know your mom swimboyhgg: f u AireSinqui5: ;-) AireSinqui5: uf = Unruly Frenchmen AireSinqui5: and bread, and frys AireSinqui5: frisk AireSinqui5: your mom AireSinqui5: you and me baby AireSinqui5: we ain't nothing but mammals AireSinqui5: >:o AireSinqui5: Watcha gonna do wit' all that junk? AireSinqui5: O:-) AireSinqui5: Ohh swimboyhgg: all that junk inside your trunk? AireSinqui5: Mix your milk with my coclofuffs AireSinqui5: i'm gonna get get get YOU drunk get you love drunk off my UMP AireSinqui5: s swimboyhgg: no way AireSinqui5: pish yo tosh AireSinqui5: in soviet russia, hat ears you AireSinqui5: hat wears your mom swimboyhgg: that was bad AireSinqui5: 'sface AireSinqui5: bad like a mad lad with a glad dad AireSinqui5: who's mad AireSinqui5: and sad swimboyhgg: and rad AireSinqui5: ohhhh AireSinqui5: OMG GET OUT OF MNY HEADS!!! swimboyhgg: what????? AireSinqui5: like your poop[ AireSinqui5: and pope AireSinqui5: Ohhhh! swimboyhgg: cath can you add some sense to this please AireSinqui5: We're smokin' pope on a rope and it cleans you like soap and it cleans you like soap isn't that really dope AireSinqui5: ? AireSinqui5: sorry, but Cath's a little handcuffed in bed right now... AireSinqui5: with your mom swimboyhgg: oh god AireSinqui5: So she can't come to the phone right now, BOMB AireSinqui5: oh god = Over Hungry Giraffes On Dope AireSinqui5: the egg is typing AireSinqui5: ... swimboyhgg: I repeat you kids are screwed up AireSinqui5: You kids... AireSinqui5: I repeat you, kids are screwed. Up? AireSinqui5: You guys wouldn't make good sandwishec AireSinqui5: speakiioooo AireSinqui5: Orion ran away, today, with the clay, and the cow jumped over your mooning with the cheese and youe mom's spoon swimboyhgg: Is anyone sane anywhere near you guys AireSinqui5: Yes, we are hot tamales AireSinqui5: with the chickens in the coop AireSinqui5: with the poop AireSinqui5: loop d loop swimboyhgg: jen shut up AireSinqui5: fhwqwgads AireSinqui5: it's not Jen swimboyhgg: who the fuck is it AireSinqui5: come on, Jen's AireSinqui5: Who fucked your mom? AireSinqui5: (And by the way, it's still Jesus) AireSinqui5: (You whore) AireSinqui5: STOP MOLESTING THE LITTLE CHILDREN!!! AireSinqui5: WE KNOW WHERE YOUR DOG LIVES!!! swimboyhgg: really AireSinqui5: and what he lived last summer!!!! swimboyhgg: sure you do AireSinqui5: We know what you dod next bummer AireSinqui5: And butt moo did fast hummer AireSinqui5: hummer asr not cool cars AireSinqui5: Like your mom AireSinqui5: 'syourmom AireSinqui5: wigh your mom's mom's mom's mom!!!!! swimboyhgg: I'm just going to let you continue this AireSinqui5: 's popes mom's mom AireSinqui5: gettin' jiggy with the piggy in the wiggy with the biggy and the ziggy in the your mom AireSinqui5: no, we're going to let YOU conntinyoue piss AireSinqui5: 'cosa you piss long AireSinqui5: 'cosa, you piss long * AireSinqui5: hella tight AireSinqui5: like your latte's pants AireSinqui5: latte's don't have pants, STUPID!! AireSinqui5: god toby AireSinqui5: but they have DANCE AireSinqui5: SUNBUUUUUUUU!!!!! AireSinqui5: :'( AireSinqui5: :'(:'(:'(:-D:'(:'( AireSinqui5: what's wrong with this picture? AireSinqui5: If you said the sad dude, you're wrong anbd deserve no sex AireSinqui5: or candy AireSinqui5: or both AireSinqui5: or your mom's both AireSinqui5: or a stripper named Sexkandieee AireSinqui5: or Wayne the snake AireSinqui5: or the midget AireSinqui5: Naemd Carl playing Tevyeee and porgy the pig AireSinqui5: with the wig AireSinqui5: doin' a jig AireSinqui5: in your mom AireSinqui5: 's finger nail pair AireSinqui5: And while we're on the subject, this pair of breasts walks by and smiles at you and you're just like "...that's not fair" AireSinqui5: and every girl would look like mr. ed AireSinqui5: and it'd be mee and youuuuuuu and nothing else would fuck your mom AireSinqui5: but it's fine, it's mine, it's bline, AireSinqui5: 'CUZ I CAN'T FUCK HER ANYWAYS!! AireSinqui5: And every time it rains I get wet!!!!!! 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Yes, we are hot tamales. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- AireSinqui5: Hey, lets watch John and the Shoelace AireSinqui5: Heather's butt is tickling Becca swimboyhgg: heehee AireSinqui5: You're such a freakin egg AireSinqui5: eggbert swimboyhgg: nope swimboyhgg: I'm a gnome AireSinqui5: you're a gnomegg AireSinqui5: aweeumbumbawaaaaaaaay swimboyhgg: huh swimboyhgg: oh AireSinqui5: in the bungle the bitey bungle the bion beeeps boooooonight AireSinqui5: we hate you AireSinqui5: so we're leaving you AireSinqui5: for a better man swimboyhgg: k swimboyhgg: fine be that way AireSinqui5: *woman AireSinqui5: my bad AireSinqui5: :D AireSinqui5: *:-D (Comment on this)